Daddy...

~ My Sweet Daddy ~

Well, my dad's gone to be with King Jesus...I know he's in a better place, but I tell ya, there's a void in my life.

My dad was thee most amazing man in the world--I don't just say that it's true! I love him with all that is in me...and yes, I want him back--to say any different would be a lie. My father loved me...he loved everything about me...my smile, my laugh, my faults--my everything! He NEVER judged me. He accepted me for who I am...his daughter...

God, I know you're taking the best of care of him. Lord, I prayed to you some four years ago asking--no pleading for you to restore him and let him live, you did...and now came the time for him to return to you...I know you know my pain and hurt and I trust that you in time will heal this unbearable torture. God, give my mother peace...give this family peace...grant us the knowledge and understanding that, "all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." - Romans 8:28.

I trust you Lord and I love you...trust that I am not and was NEVER angry with you, that's not how you made me...you are all knowing and I trust that you know best--which you do.

Lord God, your Word says: Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted. (Matt. 5:4) and I thank you--my family thanks you!! God bless you, Jesus!

Lord you have an amazing man in your guard...keep him close and never let him go...

To my father:

I love you...I love you...I miss you...I need you...I adore you...I love you...I love you...my daddy...oh daddy...

My father is in heaven with my Father in heaven...

~My Percious Parents ~

Anywho, thanks for listening--well, reading the rantings of a sane woman...well, not so sane...just hurt...